Yikes

I did pretty well on the punctuality, exercise and food side this week. Much better than last week, but with a couple of areas for improvement, too. 

Last week was a pretty good week. A basketball incident at uni left me with two fingers about double their usual side and very bruised. The doctor wanted me to have them x-rayed, which thankfully revealed that they are not broken. I didn't realise just how much I use the middle and ring finger of my left hand until now. It turns out taking off the hand break, tying my shoes and putting my hair in a ponytail are all activities made far easier by my left hand. I'm really glad they're not broken.

I'm losing sleep over tertiary applications for next year. I basically have it down to three options:

• Law
• Exercise Science & Sport Management
• Some 1 year diploma/ certificate 3&4 course to give me more time to think about what I really want to do

My family have been great at trying to help me talk through the options but I'm feeling the pressure to get this decision right. Don't misunderstand me, I know that it's pressure of my own making, but I feel like the weight of it is putting dents in my shoulders.

I need to put my head down and start working a whole lot harder at my uni work until the end of the semester. I need to make a decision about what I'm doing next year and commit to the course and career for the next 5 years. I need to be on time to everything, attend all my classes, start my assignments, eat and exercise like a monk.

I know this is stuff we all say to ourselves that we actually never do, but since writing about it I have improved. 

In conclusion, I'm over it. "It" translating to "being me, living my life and making my decisions". 

I think I'll just skip straight to crazy, lonely, cat lady...